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WEBMISTRESS speculates:
As with so many songs on this album, Lindsey is talking about his break with FM. He was unhappy. He felt like he was "living in exile", and his creativity and even soul was "dying." However, leaving was not an easy decision. He had grappled with it since Tusk didn't do as well as he had hoped and he'd first felt creatively frustrated. He kept saying he was going to leave, he said he would but he wouldn't, and he's challenging himself to go ahead and take the plunge. He's got to "let it go", give up FM and "crawl away," starting anew "like a little child." It's his "last chance" to get away and find peace of mind creatively. He's got to go ahead, to "see this through" - he's got to "sacrifice" the security of FM to make his hopes for the future "turn out right." (Isn't it great how he changes the meaning of these exact words so deftly in Bleed to Love Her?) He's got to stop hiding and start running, stop "slipping" and "sliding" and start being happy.