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WEBMISTRESS speculates:
I think, like Ooh My Love, this song is about Lindsey leaving FM and the hole it left in her life. She knows that she's mourning a ghost, a love that was long ago, and that by doing so she's living in the past. Still, it's what she really wanted, and now that he's gone, that ghost has made her frightened of the future. She turns to her guardian angel (her music? her mother like in Blue Lamp?) - but she can't forget the past. She remembers when their love was innocent -then it ended, and they became just "friends" (sort-of!). Now, years have passed and Lindsey is really going to go for good, and all she can do is look for "escapism" from that harsh reality. She finds that escape in music - it takes the place of love, it is her "husband". She knows that after Lindsey, she can never love like that again.