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WEBMISTRESS speculates:
This songs seems very relevant to Stevie and Lindsey. Stevie has said in interviews that in order to deal with her crazy life she had to be a little bit crazy, too - and Lindsey felt so crazy that he even entitled his second solo album Go Insane! I think Stevie is saying that she was probably the only other person "crazier than" Lindsey. The chorus is a familiar theme - love in terms of a competition, in terms of winning, a la Races Are Run, Long Distance Winner, etc. Here, though, she seems to be encouraging someone (herself or Lindsey) to stay in the race, to not give up on love. If you never try to find love, you'll never get it - "ever."
She compares their relationship to a train - since it was so love/hate, Lindsey may have wanted to end it, but couldn't. So, Stevie takes it upon herself to end it (see Street Angel). After that experience, can she still try again at love? Yes - she has to "run the race." And each time, she wonders, "Will this be the one?" Will it work out this time? Then, curiously, she seems to start talking about her old relationship with Lindsey again - perhaps because he WAS the one. He has the "great eyes" (see Blue Denim), he is the one who she wants to care about, who she wants to care about her. She feels like they are thisclose to "something exquisite" but yet they just can't seem to reach it - something always gets in the way.
Still, Stevie has to keep trying, keep believing, and she wants Lindsey to try, too. All this in spite of the fact that she left him! And we get a taste of that irony in the last part of the song when she admits that, although "standing in the room" with him excites her, it also gives her a "strange misgiving" - this love can't work out. Does she heed "the sound of the warning?" No....she still has to try and "run the race."